||[Apr. 23rd, 2008|12:19 am]
I think I'm going to update because I have a lot of shit on my mind. I better change my profile views to only friends only. Anyway. Shit hasn't been so great lately. Family side, thumbs down. I fucken jinx shit all the damn time. Me and Sister got into it the other day and now we aren't speaking. She should really try to realize what I done for her and LiAylah. She should fucken appreciate me. She said I was annoying and I shouldn't tell her what to do. PLEASE, I'm not telling you what to do. I'm just asking some fucken questions. She was saying she know why she ain't never wanna live here. Basically saying she can't stand me. I called LiAylah the other day and told her to wake me up so I could take her to school. The bitch, my sister, still got the nerve to use my fucken car. She usually leaves Sean with me for a couple minutes in the morning when she go drop off liaylah, but she didn't. So now I guess she doesn't trust me with Sean? whatever man. I done so much shit for her. I'm the one who brought her back home. I'm the one who persuaded my mom to accept her back in. I'm the one who helped my brother loosen up his anger at her. I'm the one who helped her get in touch with our dad again. Warren gives her ride, we bring her lunch, we take her out, yet she can't appeciate that shit and say THANK YOU instead of, "Well I'm paying for the food" Well bitch what about the past years for birthday, christmas, school clothes, EVERYTHING. And when we go out to eat. SHE DIDN'T CHANGE AT ALL. the whole fucken luncheon was all about COMPLAINING about the server and this and that. NEVER again am I going out to eat with her before they spit in my food. whatever.
On another note. Joann is pissed off at me. I try to apologize to her about how rude I was, and try to contact her. But she is ignoring me. Damn if you're gonna be mad at me, ignore me forever then. I'm not gonna wait on someone. We're like all grown, I'm trying to talk and work it out, yet she just wanna ignore me like a kid. We ain't in middle school. I dunno. I said what I had to say. and yeah. I'm done with trying to make everyone happy.
Ok I feel a little better. I'm gonna be busy for a good while. I'm getting my new bed this saturday. It's a serta. Queen size pillow top with a nice ass headboard $500. whew It's custom made. I've been waiting 3 weeks! Bebe and I went shopping last week for pillows. I got the sealy extra firm posturpedic pillows. $10 each, which was on sale half off. So they're like originally $20. I like hard pillows. I also got a new comforter bedset. It's really pretty. It's pretty pricey too. But you know me, I have expensive taste. It's a like jade color with brown in it too. It was designed by Daisy Fuentez. Pilates chick.
uhm yeah brb.